It's been a while since I wrote, but I have so busy. I started working on my Masters, which I love, working, and planning for my wedding coming up this weekend!
This Masters degree is really taking up way more time than I thought it would. I had no idea it would take this much and these many projects. Way more than law school ever took from me. So, I have quit my job. And I feel good about it. I felt bullied in my department and felt I did a considerable amount of the work without recognition. It was tiring and putting a huge toll on me that I did not need.
Luckily, my fiance encouraged me and supported my decision to quit. I am so lucky to have him. I know it's going to be a struggle for us, but it's also for the best. The more and more I get into this degree, the more I realize that I am in the right place. This degree fits me so well, it almost frustrates me that I didn't know about social work before! :) And, it's all because of my Cameron.
So, this weekend I am getting married! We will be doing a memorial candle before the ceremony starts to symbolize those that passed in our lives... and especially for my baby Cameron. Oh, Cameron... everyday I think of him. Everyday I worry if I'm forgetting him, but I know I'm not. I'm not as sad as I used to be... and this kinda scares it. It scares me because I feel that if I'm not sad, it's a form of forgetting. But I know it's not. I can never forget my angel. I miss him all the time. I think of him all the time....all the time. When there is work in class I don't want to do, I remember that I am doing this for Cameron.
So, this was just a quick hello since I haven't written here for a while. Next time I write, I'll be a Mrs.!